It's impossible to explain how thoroughly I was influenced by two - not just one, two! - dominant older siblings to look with distain on the "everyday."
Not me, kiddo! Not ever, I now realize. Part of me say banging against the well-constructed, double-thick walled misconception that doing things the "everyday" way was special. Yeah, like downright magical, 'cause that's the only way I could have steered clear of the everyday & ended up with anything substantial. Made sense to them, because the things they were looking for out of life were not, are not, the things I crave. Craved, but never to the point of recognizing the place where everything got messed up. Until now.
Time to welcome demands & face up to, then transform frustration into satisfaction, even pride through well-considered & neatly executed actions!!
Letter it! Keep it on the wall behind the computer! Learn it - remember it - ACT on it!!
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